Hello! only days before the year 2011!

I haven't been doing much but just being lazy and some chores here and there. Here's a little update on my life..

So i graduated from USF on December 17, 2010! it was raining but it's ok, nothing stopped me from graduating. Such a great accomplishment and a great feeling to be done with school. Here's a picture from my graduation.. My family, my boyfriend & his mom. Thanks to everyone who came out in the rain to congratulate me! :) I just got all of my grades in. I've been waiting for all my grades to come in cause they won't send me my diploma until they see that I passed all my classes. I've managed to get better grades this semester out of all my semesters at USF with a semester GPA of 3.28! I got 1 A-, 3 B+, and 1 B! I took 5 classes and 18 units! Whoo hoo! I worked so hard this semester and it was definitely the hardest semester of my life! Commuting and having 2 night classes plus classes everyday of the week! It was a crazy & hectic semester but all worth it for that diploma! It should be getting mailed soon! I still need to get a diploma frame so I can frame it! :) Time went by so fast!!

I had my graduation party the next day. a lot of people came both family & friends. thanks for everyone who came out!! :)

Just this past weekend was Christmas! I got the northface jacket i wanted plus a sweater for inside the jacket and my eclipse dvd all from bubba! His sister got me a hello kitty laptop holder cause I'm on my bed on my computer a lot so it helps with that. I'm actually using it right now. she also got me some hello kitty lotions. Their parents got me a northface sweater. Gee had to exchange it to a larger size cause they got me a small.

My parents basically spent tons of money on me for my graduation/christmas present by throwing me the party. My sister got me 2 tops and my brother got me a leather jacket.

I feel so blessed to have such a great family & boyfriend and his family & friends! I couldn't of asked for better people to surround me with. Its gonna be a great start to a new year!

In exactly 3 weeks from today on January 19, my family & I are all going to the Philippines! i'm so excited because we haven't gone there since 2006 and this time I'm staying for an entire month. My parents & katrine are staying for 3 weeks and my brother is staying for 2.5 weeks. After I come back from the Philippines, I'm gonna be job hunting like crazy! I haven't really been looking too much cause I didn't wanna apply now and get interviewed now and not be able to work until I come back from the Philippines. So i figured just to relax & enjoy my vacation and when I come back, I can job hunt.

I still need to apply for the california state boards so that I can sign up to take my CPA exam. But before I do that, I need to get the study courses online but it costs $1000 and I don't have that kind of money to buy it yet. I'm just afraid to sign up for the california state boards and not have my study guides yet and have to sign up for my CPA exam before I'm even ready.

So 2011 will look like this for me..
Vacation for a month in the Philippines.
Buy Study courses for CPA exam
Apply for California state boards
sign up to take CPA exams
find a job & study for CPA exam at the same time
HOPEFULLY have a job
take exams
be a Certified Public Accountant
possibly get into an accounting firm to be an auditor

my hopes & dreams i hope it will come true this year.

it's so adult like. I keep forgetting I'm a real adult now. A college graduate. Weird.

Ok I think this has been quite an update. til next time.

Bye!

It's Christmas Eve already! can you believe how fast the time goes? I finally graduated from college! yipee! I have nothing to do now since I have no job and no school! It's christmas eve and tomorrow is christmas day! yay! i didn't have much money to buy a lot of gifts this season but i still got my loved ones gifts. Tis the season to be giving!

just updating this since i haven't updated in a while. will update soon. maybe later tonight.

bye

hello there

its the first of august. you know what that means? 23 more days until school starts. i'm kind of excited but kind of nervous. its gonna be my last first day of my undergraduate career. can you believe that? i'm really graduating this december! i'm excited! so i've been so stressed out the past couple of weeks because of my loan for school and it is giving me a headache! i'm so glad we got it all figured out. in the end i learned that the only ones i could really rely on is family. i'm so blessed to have such great parents and siblings as well as great aunts & uncles who are willing to help me out. too bad my original plan backfired and didn't go through. therefore it means that i will be commuting to school now. i really have no choice anymore and its something i have to live with. all i really need to do and that is most important to me is to graduate. its gonna be a pretty tough semester because i'm actually gonna try to find a job so i can pay out my bills since i'm not gonna have a refund this year since i didn't get a loan. its so frustrating that the only person that could help me get my loan didn't. -__-. whatever. its over now and its fixed.

my only real problem now is money. i have no money to pay for my bills, no money to give to my parents and not enough money for gas/books/school supplies. i wish i had all the money in the world to do everything i can but i dont. so my only solution to this no money business is to try to get a decent paying job! i can't do anything without money so i have no choice. so this fall looks like i'm gonna be commuting, looking for a job/working, otc stuff, going home etc. all on the very hardest semester of my life. i have to squeeze in time to study in between that & some family and boyfriend time.

ok besides school stuff. summer has been quite relaxing. i am not working so i've just been home relaxing, going out occasionally, and taking care of my puppies. i really need to find a job. i tried to find an internship or a job this summer that would help me out with my accounting career but i couldn't find anything. now i'm looking for jobs for when i can work in the fall. i really want to get one so that after i graduate, they could possibly offer me a position so that i dont have to worry about trying to find a new job to pay for my loans. -_-

for some reason all of my subjects end up with me talking about school and loans. enough of that

ok uhm in the middle of july me and gee went to san diego and LA! we stayed in SD for a night to hang out with gee's friends, we left like at 2am and got to sd around 10. when we got there we relaxed a bit, ate, swam, and slept. we were so tired from the drive. we went out at night to a bar or a few bars/lounges but finally ended up at this place with a mechanical bull! haha it was so funny cause keith rode it and almost fell out when he was getting off the area. lol. the next day we went to disneyland with his sister, marc and trish. we picked up marc & trish from the airport then checked in at our hotel then we went to disneyland! :) it was so crazy at first cause it was SUPER HOT and all the lines were like 1-2 hrs long! we got a few fast passes then ate dinner. after we ate all the lines got shorter and we got to go on the rides we really wanted to. it was super fun. our feet were so tired but we still had to go to world of color! it was totally worth it! it was so beautiful that i ALMOST CRIED! almost! lol we ended the day eating the chicken sandwhiches at the hotel and slept for so long! we didn't wake up the next day til like 10 then we went swimming. after we went swimming we dropped off marc and trish to the airport and we headed to downtown LA to go to Santee Alley! or as the locals say it "the alley." it was an awesome experience because we got some super cheap stuff and theyre pretty cool too! we were still tired but we went to venice beach afterwards! it was so pretty there and the sand felt so good on my feet after 2 long days of walking everywhere! we finished off the day eating at joe's crab shack as our last meal since we didn't really eat out when we went to LA. the next day we packed our things, left the hotel, then went to downtown disney to eat and ddo some last minute browsing before we went home. we also went to portos on the way home! we watched the movies we bought from santee to kill time going home and it seemed a lot faster getting home than going there. lol. i couldn't wait to be home because bb was waiting for me! :) that was the end of our trip! it was super relaxing and much needed. i got a little dark but not too much. the color is already fading lol.

hmm dont really know what else to say now because i'm getting sleepy. i have a long day ahead tmrw. i'm going to sf to eat dinner for ktine's bday. finally she is 21!

ok goodnight!

hiya!

well i started my project on rearranging my room and i'm semi finished! i moved my bed and got a new dresser from ikea that me and katrine had to lug into my car cause it was super heavy! got some swedish meatballs to take home for dinner and it was delicious! and i also got my tv last night! cost me a bit much but it is super cool! now i just need to get rid of the old t v in my room and bring it downstairs, then get my new computer table and my room is all set! whoo! i love it! looks great!

anyways. i'm currently home alone right now cause my parents are at a dinner with their friends, katrine went to daly city, jiro went to reno and my brother isn't coming home. bleghck. its just me beebee and koko at home. its okay. i cooked myself cornbeef with cabbage it was delicious!

i was watching the old jonas brothers concert earlier and it totally pumped me up for the jonas brothers concert that i'm gonna be going to! whooooo! i can't wait. i'm super excited. hmm..

i dont know what else to talk about. i'm really bored at home. i got 4/5 of my grades posted. so far i'm satisfied with my grades. i need one more grade which is the most important class that i have! and grades were due yesterday!! ugh i hate how my teacher is such a lagger at these things. i really hope that i got a B-! at the very least!!!

hmm.. its memorial day weekend! i want to go shopping at macys!! maybe i'll find some good deals!! lol. i really need to save money but i want to buy so much things!!! its so bad. i wish i was rich!

well i haven't really been getting to my goal lately cause i haven't been going to the gym/running or eating healthy. i really need to buy running shoes asap so i can start running! and maybe if i run then i will have the courage to really eat healthy!

this whole blog is a bunch of random stuff cause i don't know what else to say. lol.

ok maybe i'll blog later when i have more stuff to say.. ok byee

Hello again!

Now today is a MUST to blog because it is such a great day. Okay it started off with me waking up and showering in the morning then PURCHASING MY TICKETS TO WATCH THE JONAS BROTHERS & DEMI LOVATO CONCERT! whooooo! i am soooo excited to go! it is CRAZZZZYY! i'm gonna be one of the oldest fans there lol. but i am crazy excited i'm about to get all their songs on my computer right now! lol.
im so excited for this ....



hmm.. let's see. i realized that i really want to get like HELLA things for myself. i just applied for a job at japantown for a small construction firm. It pays $20/hr after 1 month of training! its for a part time position as jr. bookkeeper that works like 15-20hrs/week. hopefully i can get it cause i would be making BANK! lol..

anyways here are the things i want to buy/i want to do, but don't have money to buy it.
TOMS SHOES size 7!Nike Free shoes size 7


Disneyland! please let me go to disneyland!!

Hmm. that's all that i can think of right now. but i want to go to many places this summer and explore and travel but i dont have money! =/ if only i won the lotto i would LOVE to go to all these places and more and buy all my things and more!

I also want to get a personal trainer on a regular but i know its probably hella expensive! maybe when i have some money? i'll do my own training for now, i just have to discipline myself and watch what i eat and also work out on a regular basis. hmm let's see.

im really bored! i have nothing to do! i just came from the city not so long ago cause i went to quema and nicoles graduation! i can't believe it! theyre done with school and i have one more semester left!

i really want to go watch WICKED! i've been wanting to watch it but never had the time. hopefully i get to watch it this summer! hmm.. it's such a MUST see!

I dont know what else to do this summer but i've been trying to look for a job that i would be satisfied with and would need.

Okay my dad is calling me for dinner now. i shall blog again later or finish blogging.

seeee yaaa

Oh & i also wanted to add that i want to go on vacation to these places as well during the summer. but realistically it will not happen but it's good to dream and HOPE! Well some of these are actually gonna happen cause its already planned
Here they are:

1. I want to go to Los Angeles, Ca to go to Disneyland & go shopping with bubba =]
2. I will be going to Las Vegas, NV with my pledge sisters for Kristine's 21st birthday in August
3. I want to go to New York! really bad i realllly do! with anyone!
4. I want to go to HAWAII! this would be a dream come true!
5. I want to go on a cruise/vacation to a sunny place where i can have fun in the sun!

Theres more places but i would really LOVE to go to all these places IF I HAD THE MONEY. but realistically i don't and i can't. -_-.. maybe one day..

Kk that's all. goodbye

HELLO! it is officially SUMMER for me!

i think i'll be blogging more often now. hehe anyways. i took my last final today at 3pm and afterwards it was a great accomplishment and a great feeling. now all i have to pray for now is to make sure that i passed all my classes and got the grade i really wanted! i hope i don't get any C's and get only B's cause right now i only have i grade up which is an A and i know i have a B- in marketing. gaaad i hope i got all B's!!

Anyways, enough about school! i got EDD yay! so now i have somewhat enough money to pay for my bills for the next few months. bleghck. i'm still trying to look for a job that i really want tho. but yeah it will do for now!

SUMMER 2010 is gonna be the most relaxing and productive summer yet! it will be my last semester as an undergrad and one more semester to go and i will be graduating college! whoo time flies. but anyways.. summer is here.. the sky is the limit!!! here's a list of things i want to do over the summer
1. WORK OUT!
2. EAT HEALTHY!
3. Hang out with old/new friends
4. Hang out with my sisters/pledge sisters
5. Go on vacation with bubba
6. Go on adventures with whoever is up for one
7. Relax! Relax! Relax!
8. HAVE FUN!

These are a few goals i have for the summer. hopefully i stick by my word and actually do it. actually i WILL do it. i'll force my lazy self to doing those things so I can be productive and enjoy my last summer of freedom before going out into the real world. But i really want to work out and eat HEALTHIER on my daily routine. Its hard but i'm gonna be determined to do it. i really want a personal trainer so that they will push me to doing it and going to the gym.

hmm what else. bbers is getting bigger and fatter. she needs to work out more too because she's getting fatter hehe.. i should take her out for a run more often. but i need to get some NEW running shoes first. the ones i have are from 6th grade. ive had them throughout middle school, high school and college! its definitely time for a new pair!

my determination to work out is actually really funny. its because i REALLY REALLY WISH that i was a DISNEY CHANNEL star! like seriously! even though i'm 22 years old and I am almost out of college with a degree in accounting i would still LOVE to be a dinsey channel star! haha i feel like they have a good entry in the media. lol. and my determination basically comes from either the jonas brothers, taylor lautner, shia lebouf etc. i want to try to look sexxxyyy for them. ahhaha. and also for myself so i can have a better body and be satisfied with it. i've just been super lazy lately because of school and stress makes me eat whatever is available near me such as fast food etc. which is really bad. now that i have more free time and nothing to do for the rest of the summer, i can focus more on my health and getting fit and having that routine!

But i would love to go on food adventures as well! I'll just work three times as hard while working out when i do eat out. I've been really craving boiling crab/crawdaddy lately and also some lucky chances lol. idk why but i have been craving it.

hmm. what else is new. oh we have a new "pet" at 39. his name is BEN he is a mouse that runs around the house. its so scary/nasty and also quite fun to yell out and sing the song BEN by michael jackson whenever we are there. but we seriously need to do a DEEP CLEANING to 39 over the summer so that we can be satisfied where we live cause during school its just a total mess cause we are all busy and don't get to really maintain keeping it clean.. that's probably why BEN came.. but we put a mouse trap to get him. lol.

uhm what else is new. idk what else. i'll blog more soon. REAL soon since i have nothing else to do this summer.

oh and i also wanted to add that I REALLY WANT TO GO TO THE JONAS BROTHERS & DEMI LOVATO CONCERT!! but tickets are $100 per person! ugh i REALLY want to go! hopefully i can manage to save up some money for it. gahhh i can't miss another jonas brothers concert.. lol

ok that is all. goodnight!

Hello there.

I've been really busy lately just studying for my midterms and so much papers to write. theres literally only 2 more weeks of spring 2010 left and one week of finals. isn't that crazy how time flies! I'm done with all of my midterms until finals but i have LOADS of papers/presentations/research to do BEFORE the 2 weeks is over. i'm going to have a rough week next week and the week after as well. Let's hope i can finish this semester strong. I've been working hard for my grades and trying to keep them up and trying all the different opportunities to bring up my grades by doing extra credit etc. I really really want a 3.0 for the semester grade so that my cumulative grade will go up as well. I don't want to settle for a C. I want either an A or a B! aiming high so that i can finish my undergrad career strong! This IS my last SPRING semester as an undergrad. its so crazy! I have some down time right now to write this cause i'm home and i'm an idiot for forgetting my book so i cna't do my homework. but anyways. after this semester is over i'm just looking forward to summer. I've applied to so many internships/jobs that I'm going crazy because I haven't received any phone calls back. I'm trying my best and I'm going crazy cause i have no replies. Oh well, i can focus more on school at this point than work.I just hope that i can find a good job/internship over the summer and not just a retail job because i want to be able to get some experience under my belt before i graduate because most if not all jobs are looking for people with experience in those fields/accounting experience. enough blab about my school life, even though it's officially taken over my life.. lol...

Okay so I applied for EDD because i got fired from my job for something really stupid. doesn't that suck?! yes it does but i have a phone interview on monday because they need to ask me a couple of questions. hopefully i do get EDD because i have so much bills to pay for and i've never NOT worked. this is actually the first. kinda crazy but yeah. like i've said before i've been applying but no response. maybe i'll apply to an unpaid internship if i do get approved for EDD. i'll ask them to see if it counts as a job if its an unpaid internship.. if it doesnt and i still continue to get EDD then i will do it just for experience. so LET'S PRAY THAT I GET EDD!!

bleghck. omicron went through a tough time this year but we are still strong. this just made us stronger and also tests us to see if we can get through the hole we are in. we are on to bigger and better things. it only goes up from here.

me and gee are great! we have been busy with school and stuff but we're still strong. beebee is GREAT. she is getting bigger and fatter but she is SOOO CUTE! i love her..

i went home early this week because i've had a rough and hectic week so far. plus this is my only "relaxation" if it is a relaxation before finals and all hte papers i have to write because I dont think I can go home next week because of my papers and projects etc.

i'm so stressed with everything and trying to get good grades, maintain good relationships with friends, try harder at school, try to get a job for the summer, try to get things done early so i don't procrastinate but that never happens. i'm so stressed and i can't wait until school is over this semester!

i hope that i get to do something fun this summer because the past couple of summers i've been at summer school or work and thats it. no vacations or having fun. it really sucks so i really hope that before i go into the real world, i have a really goooood summer. since next semester is my last semester, i want to be able to relax before the most hectic semester of my life.

ok i think this is all for now. i'll blog more later twhen i have more things to say i'm blanking out right now. k bye

So i haven't blogged in a really long time.. its cause i've been so busy with school and work. Anywho an update on my life. I'm so frustrated right now. for the past couple of days i really don't know what is going on.. iono school is stressing me out and everything else! sometimes i feel like i have no one to turn to at times like this. my heart hurts, my mind is going crazy, and i feel so unloved. i really like going home cause it takes me away from all the drama, the stress and everything else. my family really keeps me grounded and sometimes i just wanna move back home. i'm stressing out about whether or not i'm gonna find a roomate to live with after nicole is gone and if i can't, i'm moving out too. i'm stressing out that i'm not doing so well in my classes but i study so hard that i better be doing well. i stress out that my position in omicron gets fulfilled so that it's up to par with what is going on. i stress out about my relationship cause i don't get to see him that much and not seeing him gets me frustrated/upset/sad all at the same time which leads to our arguments. i don't know what to do with my life. i just want to put everything on pause and just relax but i feel like i have no time to do that. i can't go on vacation because i have no money and time to do it and i feel like the real world is getting closer and closer and i'm not gonna have time to do anything with my life. i dont know what to do and sometimes i just want to hide. at this point in my life, i'm getting really really stressed out.

no one really understands me and i feel all alone. i hide all my feelings cause i have no one to express it to. the only one that i would like to tell is always too busy or doing something else or seems like they don't have time for me anymore.

i'm hating where i am right now and i hate all this pain.

i wish that i could escape to the unknown and never be found.....